Please send prayers for this family …
I had no idea on Thursday when we checked Matt into the hospital for a neutropenic fever that tonight I would bring my love home to die. Did Matt and I know he was terminal? Yes. Did we think we still had months together, hopefully a couple of years? Yes.
My heart is breaking over and over and over again. Just when I think I cannot shed another tear, another flood comes pouring out of me. When I look at his face, the face that has loved me through so much life these last 17 years I am overwhelmed. I can’t see a future without him in it. I can’t picture a night without him next to me. Do you know that in 17 years we have spent 4 nights apart? FOUR. Our lives are so woven together like a beautiful tapestry that I do not know where I begin…
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